We had so many lectures and discussions about everything from our Christian life to our relationship with God. But it wasn't all about talking, it was fun and exciting. Around every corner there was a surprise. There was music and dancing and just plain fun. There was so much love around us. I mean no one was left out and everyone was nice to each other, but it wasn't the "fake nice," people were truly nice. Everyone was so encouraging and most of them go through the same things as me. I thought it was only me who had lapses in faith and distance between God, but it seemed like everyone had those kind of issues. I realized that I'm not alone.
I hadn't realized how distant I was to God until this weekend. Yes, I read the Bible most nights and pray every night, but was I ever listening to Him? It was all about me, blabbing on about my problems, but I never took the time to just sit there and listen. This weekend has taught me that it literally takes two people for a relationship to work and it's the same with God. You have to listen in order to get answers.
I have also realized how many distractions get in the way of God. Magazines, tv, movies, friends, etc. I've always thought of myself as a strong Christian, but that wasn't entirely true. Yes, my friends knew I went to church regularly, but how many times did I bring up God in a conversation? Honestly, hardly ever. How can I say I'm a strong Christian when I don't even spread His great news around? I couldn't.
This weekend has caused me to change, for the better of course. I will listen more and I'm cutting out a lot of distractions. I'm only going to watch two hours of tv a night-no more than that. I'm not reading anymore trashy magazines. I'm going to bring up God a lot more with friends and others. I hope to help my best friend find Him because if I truly cared for her I'd want her to have a relationship with God, too. I'm going to be way more conscience of my actions and words-no bad examples and no curse words. I will be nicer and "spread the love" around. People need to know how awesome God truly is and how-no matter what-He will always be there.
I can't wait for the next Happening, so I can work on team:)
